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Confusion

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 3:35 PM
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: "Kings & Queens" by 30 STM
  • Reading: Ethan Frome
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
Hey everyone! :] Sorry I haven't updated my journal in a while...

I haven't exactly been busy... I kind of just forgot to xD Anyway, I can't tell too much about it, but I've been feeling really confused. I talked to someone last night for about an hour, and he made me feel amazing. I was completely comfortable and felt like I could trust him entirely. We connected in a way that I've never experienced before, and I don't really know what to think of it. I'm confused, to say the least. Today, though, I realized that I have this very odd feeling that won't disappear. I feel as if something very important to me is about to end, but I have no idea what that is. I may have an idea of who it involves though. You can call me crazy if you want, but it's some strange out-of-this-world feeling that I assume is most likely coming from some instinct. I was so confused and worried today, but at the same time, somewhat happy, that I started crying while I was walking to my friend's house. I have no idea what's going on, but hopefully everything will turn out alright. Sorry I couldn't provide much more information; it's kind of hard to explain without adding very personal thoughts...

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Hey there, I'm Monika. I have wayyyy too many nicknames; Mon Mon, Moninoninonika, The Mon-Ster, Crayon, Frauline, M, Harmonika, etc. Most of the time I just prefer to be called by my real name, but the nicknames are fine too, haha. I'm 15 and I'm a junior at Coventry High School. Most people know me as the animal girl, or something along those lines, since I volunteer at the Rhode Island SPCA, and I want to become an animal cruelty investigator someday. I have a lot of pets, and I love them all to death. I've been a vegetarian for a little while now, and don't intend to change. Photography is my second passion, although I'm still an amateur. Aside from that I write and play tennis (only for fun). I suppose I'm a pretty decent writer (don't go by this). If you ever really care enough to see anything I've written, just let me know, and I'll send you something. Of course, music is important to me as well, and I'm almost always listening to my ipod, or something else. I mostly listen to rock (all types), but I'm open to almost anything. My friends mean absolutely everything to me; I don't know what I'd possibly do without them. I make friends easily, and am not difficult to talk to, although I can be very shy and modest at first. Once you get to know me, I'm obnoxious :] Talk to me, start a conversation, I'll always respond ^^


Likes: animals, music, vitamin water, writing, photography, hugs, anime, reading, nature, new hampshire, the mountains, the beach, texting, my ipod, shopping, tennis, sleeping, kisses, cuddling, rice, ice cream, fruit, DDR, kingdom hearts, good movies, pajamas, friends, talking, politics (i'm mainly conservative btw), history, nice people, peanut butter, showers, doing my hair, strawberries, chocolate

Dislikes: stalkers, chemistry, math, homework, essays, doing the dishes, running, arguments, getting hurt, rap, violence, meat, spiders, unfriendly people, alarm clocks, being short, awkward moments, liars, fakes, heat


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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Rhode Island
  • Interests: animals, photography, writing, music, politics, history, nature, anime
  • Favourite movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas, Dirty Dancing, Anywhere But Here, Sweeney Todd, Grease
  • Favourite band or musician: 30 Seconds to Mars, Aiden, MSI, Hawthorne Heights, Shorelines End, John Lennon
  • Favourite genre of music: all types of rock
  • Favourite artist: narcolepticpoodle [a.k.a. Kelsey]
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jodi Picoult, J.D. Sallinger, etc.
  • Favourite photographer: Nicole, Bran, etc.
  • Favourite style of art: photography
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Favourite game: DDR
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Chrono (from Chrono Crusade)
  • Tools of the Trade: camera (digital or film), enlarger, negative carrier, developing chemicals, computer

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:iconashy-rawr:
*Ashy-Rawr Oct 31, 2009, 10:30:41 AM
heyyy
thanks for the watch(:

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~wolfromance9 Oct 31, 2009, 10:32:06 AM
np :D

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Please help stop and prevent animal cruelty. They have as much of a right to live a good life as we do.
--Monika
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*saba22 Aug 8, 2009, 11:25:26 PM
hi! saba here~ from TP

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~wolfromance9 Aug 9, 2009, 8:16:30 AM
hi there :D

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Please help stop and prevent animal cruelty. They have as much of a right to live a good life as we do.
--Monika
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*saba22 Aug 9, 2009, 3:52:56 PM
howz everything?

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~wolfromance9 Aug 11, 2009, 10:49:22 AM
alright i guess :P
how's everything with you?

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Please help stop and prevent animal cruelty. They have as much of a right to live a good life as we do.
--Monika
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Mood: Joy *saba22 Aug 11, 2009, 4:41:05 PM
pretty good~

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